jessica-faye

An Insightful perspective into life's ups and downs… ~Advice/Mediation/Guidance~

Colorado

Sunset going through Kansas

Life lead me west…

It was a choice I never thought I would have to make. After being evicted bc I lost my job due to a plant wide layoff. My landlord after seven years told me that he thought my time there was up and it basically didn’t matter if I paid my balance due or not that my eviction day was July 30. So I grind my wheels and dug my heels into the ground because I wanted to give my kids consistency, not instability.. I packed everything up by myself other than my kids helping because I had no friends or family just us. so with everything in us utility storage building and our personal stuff in a Ford focus we went to a hotel for a few nights with the aid of funds from a local business, and after realizing that I would not be able to pay for more than the few nights I was there. I did the only option that was handed to me and took my one friend up on her offer to come to Colorado.. it took three days to get here and having to sell my son‘s car in Missouri after it broke down renting a U-Haul that I promised to return locally even though I knew I was driving it to Colorado feeling like I was left with no other option. I did return it in Colorado with that. I’m sorry note in the driver seat, hoping that no action would be taken against me for taking it so far and now I guess I’m starting from scratch hoping that something will fall into place. I know I’m meant for something big and better. I know I wanna help people so maybe this will be my chance.. a chance to give my kids a life. I always wanted to give them.


Prewitt Reservoir in Atwood Colorado

I love these three more than I ever could have imagined!!

Let life take you where your meant to be even if your scared, it could be the best thing you ever did…

~jfcc


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One response to “Colorado”

  1. That was Amazing. The way you worded it all and the depth of it almost seemed like I was literally in your presence as you proofread it. I hope yall find the best life out there and finally live with no worries . I’m sorry our last words were not pleasant and if it means anything to y’all… I’m sorry I failed at my chance(s) to be y’alls backbone with providing stability an all. And you already know that I’ve never stopped loving y’all but learned to keep it somewhat buried deep inside my heart and soul . Sometimes I wonder if my love for you(y’all) that I’ll never get to show anymore , was the leading cause to my current medical conditions cause even though I seen yall a lot, my love was/is eating me alive… Anyways Already missing y’all with the fact of knowing y’all are gone for good , I hope life shines bright for you and gives you the strength you need as a Mom and soul provider to finally live the life y’all deserve most.

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