jessica-faye

I could fill a library with all the words I dream to say.

Losing a parent at any age is never easy.

It’s when you didn’t get to say goodbye or when you realize what ever you said last was just that, THE LAST!
So much happens between the relationships of parent and child over the years and no one gets the four sight of knowing when to hug them one more time or when to hold your tongue and leave on a good note ( just in case.) I’m sure most of us heard our parents tell us time after time ” you never know when I’ll be gone.” And the truth behind those words hit hard when they are no longer just words.

It has been 10 years as of June 6th that my mother passed away in 2015 and I can still hear every single comment as perfect as if she were there, every laugh that would make everyone else laugh and every breath of I LOVE YOU she said literally a hundred times a day. I know it should be easier to think about all the things I haven’t gotten to say to her, but it is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. To get a moment again to tell her anything ; of all the things built up over ten years and all I would want to say is ” mom i love you more and more everyday.”

*In memory of the coolest, most energetic, intense and loving person I know* My Mother: Betty Jean Wells-King

D.O.B- 2/4/1964

D.O.D- 6/6/2015